Apr 01, 2004 20:20
i fully intended signing on in order to go to yahoo and search for critical analysis of w.b. yeats, yet as i was typing www.yahoo.com i accidently type livejournal.com instead. oops.
do you know what i think? i think all that i am doing now is useless. i think that since i am getting out of school in 25 days (22 counting the ones i miss for florida), there really is no use of me doing anything. i think i should stop. quit. done!
but, i won't. and i know damn well that i will write this stupid 5 page rough draft in one stupid night on a stupid author that i care absolutlely nothing about.
ms. buckley thinks my paper will be invigorating since i'm irish, and she's irish, and yeats is irish and we share some form of pseudo-bond since we're all irish. do you know what, buckley? i don't like you. and i don't like yeats. and fuck the fact that we're all irish, i could really care less.
i'm bitter at the fact that i still do work when i'm already into college. i'm bitter at the fact that i still do track even though i hate it with a passion. and i'm bitter at the fact that i'm irish. fuck the potato famine.
ok but the truth is, i'm really NOT that bitter. i just REALLY don't want to write this paper so any form of rambling will do for me.
i would recite my day hour by hour, but i lack time management skills. and i already gave an hourly rundown to scott today, and his response to such an exhilirating day makes me believe i should never do such a thing again, it might overwhelm someone.
i like talking to scott, he somehow always manages to make my day just that much better. that is a good thing.
EXCEPTTT
my meet was cancelled today. that is a good thing! eric greenspan imed me the other day and was like see you at the meet thursday!! and just the fact that he was excited that we had a meet solidified my reasoning on why i believe he is a faggot.
and another good thing, i skipped track today if you're ever looking for a genuine badass, you found one right here.
last night i had like a mother-daughter bonding night since my mom believes 'we should spend more quality time together before you go off to college.' typical. but she bought me my prom dress :) and she bought me dinner :) so ya! i like this quality time!
speaking of college, i got my first rejection today! so i didn't get accepted to penn, and i'm not good enough for a school of ivy league caliber. so shoot me, really. but thats the end of the acceptances, so now i guess my college search is done. that's weird. i just need to decide where i'm actually going to go now, it scares meeee.
oh, and since i got rejected from penn by EMAIL, which is like getting dumped online, this is what me and my friends do for fun:
CoLL 4eva 41: they were like "Sry u didnt get in! lol! l8a!"
CoRMiCk 45: sry :-P u didnt get in GuRl...LOL...l8a!!
fizz 0 3 2 1: *SRY* u DiDnT get in...LoL...143 aNyWaYz...LuV ~*UPENN*~
CoRMiCk 45: SrY!i! u r rEjEcTeD gUrL! mayb nxt time! LOL...kbye
CoLL 4eva 41: SRY MuH GizzUrl but we're BeTTa! LMAO!i! GL in the FutA! LATA!
CoRMiCk 45: $oRrY! ReJeCtIoN!! :-P ~upenn
yup...that's where i get my enjoyment...
today my english class posted all the schools we've gotten into on ms buckleys wall. it was fun, and i was seriously so impressed and just a LITTLE bit intimidated. our class is so friggin smarrrttt.
ok so this is so long. but i need to write this, but why? answer meeee whyyy
MEGHAN WAS ABSENT TODAY, I MISSED HER, I LOVE HER