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friday night i worked 5-10 and then drove to a party in pine island that lauren invited me to. it was at this girl jordyn's house and the directions lauren gave me were a little wrong so it took me an hour and a half to get there from monroe but i made it. i drank way too much and way too fast and i think i threw up and don't remember half the night. i got to meet lauren's friend jackie, and i mostly hung out with her and lauren and kate who i sort of knew from new vision. they're all really nice and fun. jordyn and lauren had to go to work the next day but me and jackie and kate went to a restaurant and ate gyros for brunch. the rest of the day, my dad made me do stupid shit like clean the bathroom and vacuum my car and help him with renovating my brothers' room. i wasn't feeling too well from drinking so much and not sleeping much so i stayed at home last night and went to bed earlier than usual. and then this morning i went to church.
i'm kind of sad right now because it seems like everyone has like a 'crew' that they hang out with all the time. but with the exception of friday night and one or two or three other occasions, i've sat around at home every night so far this summer. no one ever invites me to do stuff. and i'd feel weird asking people to hang out because i feel like if they wanted to hang out with me, they would ask. oh well, i guess by now i'm starting to get used to being alone all the time. but if anyone wants to hang out tonight, i work 5-10 (or maybe less) at the blockbuster in monroe and then i'm not doing anything after that. thanksss.
E> colinsweet.
i'm kind of sad right now because it seems like everyone has like a 'crew' that they hang out with all the time. but with the exception of friday night and one or two or three other occasions, i've sat around at home every night so far this summer. no one ever invites me to do stuff. and i'd feel weird asking people to hang out because i feel like if they wanted to hang out with me, they would ask. oh well, i guess by now i'm starting to get used to being alone all the time. but if anyone wants to hang out tonight, i work 5-10 (or maybe less) at the blockbuster in monroe and then i'm not doing anything after that. thanksss.
E> colinsweet.