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so im 18 now. 
im not quite sure. of course i dont feel much different. do we ever? ive come to the realization that birthdays really do become less importan as we grow older. as long as i am able to be with my friends i consider it a good birthday. so all in all yesterday was a good day filled with all my wonderful friends.
im very ready for the weekend. i need to get caught up on stuff. my room is a disaster. my college essays have become very lonely sitting around on my computer. my mind is filled with too much and needs a break.
im craving liqour, i havent felt that craving for so long. i remember how i always wanted to be drunk or just have a drink to relax. then it left me, and now all the sudden i feel it again. kinda odd.
im sick of being alone. ive been so patient with finding someone. i wish i could just magically find someone.
im not quite sure. of course i dont feel much different. do we ever? ive come to the realization that birthdays really do become less importan as we grow older. as long as i am able to be with my friends i consider it a good birthday. so all in all yesterday was a good day filled with all my wonderful friends.
im very ready for the weekend. i need to get caught up on stuff. my room is a disaster. my college essays have become very lonely sitting around on my computer. my mind is filled with too much and needs a break.
im craving liqour, i havent felt that craving for so long. i remember how i always wanted to be drunk or just have a drink to relax. then it left me, and now all the sudden i feel it again. kinda odd.
im sick of being alone. ive been so patient with finding someone. i wish i could just magically find someone.