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[colinh]

Lookie at that, I'm finally using my 'not in the mood' icon for an update. I have a damn good reason though. As I write this, I'm sitting on the couch in B.Fehr's living room. I guess it's a good thing he's letting me borrow his lap top or else I wouldn't be writing this right now. Though I'm not exactly sure what I want to write or even why I'm

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[emilie_n]

I really want you to come home, but I wish you would understand me. That's what I want. I need you to understand and you don't. I need you to be my best friend in this and you're not being that. What happened to for better or worst? I need you here and you're not. I'm breaking down without you here. Riley needs you too. I do love you. I love you more than anything.

[colinh]

I have tried to understand. I have. But I just don't get it. Why do you need to do it? Why aren't you happy with yourself? Too bad I can't mind read and see what's going on in that pretty little head of yours. That would solve all of our problems.

[emilie_n]

I feel like you just say that I'm beautiful and don't mean it. I don't feel like you could possibly see it.

[colinh]

I do mean it. I don't know how I can prove to you that I do mean it. I do still see it. I see it every second I look at your. You're as beautiful as the day I met you. Possibly even more so with that 'I'm a mother' glow you have.

[emilie_n]

Then why don't you show it to me?! You haven't shown it to me in 5 months!

[colinh]

Yes I have!

[emilie_n]

How?! I don't even feel like you want to kiss me half the time!

[colinh]

How can you even say that? I love kissing you. Why would I ever not want to do it?

[emilie_n]

I don't know...How do you see that I'm beautiful? How do you see it? I just can't understand it.