back to normal
Today has been really weird. This morning I was totally turned off my diapers. I just wanted to be normal again. This continued much of the morning, until about lunchtime. We all (me and the 2 droids that work for me) went out to the local kebab house. Neither of the droids know that I wear diapers, or if they do, they are too discrete to ask. Anyway, by this time the molicare was starting to get quite full, but I also felt the need to pee. Now, usually I have very little feeling, and standing there in the queue for a kebab and being consciously able to pee was ………. heaven. Peeing in a diaper deliberately, in front of the people that work for me with them having no idea leaves me all hot. Sitting down outside to eat our kebabs I deliberately tried sliding down to move the diaper in a way to give more sensation, more tightness and warmth against me. Ummm it was good! Times like this I think I have an idea why normal people become diaper lovers.
Getting back to our lab, I put two soakers into the diaper, I can feel the bulge now between my theighs, and even better, with the soakers in, running up and down stairs is wonderfull. I had my boss in my office until ½ an hour ago, and I could feel my hot pee dribbling down, between my butt, and pooling under me, safely trapped in the warm soggy mass. At times like this I want more control so that I can ‘lose control’ in front of people without them knowing. There really is something in this diaper fetish!
Getting back to our lab, I put two soakers into the diaper, I can feel the bulge now between my theighs, and even better, with the soakers in, running up and down stairs is wonderfull. I had my boss in my office until ½ an hour ago, and I could feel my hot pee dribbling down, between my butt, and pooling under me, safely trapped in the warm soggy mass. At times like this I want more control so that I can ‘lose control’ in front of people without them knowing. There really is something in this diaper fetish!