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HOKAY. seems like ive been using that a lot lately. but shittt its all good. YES ALICIA I FINALLY GOT A MYSPACE BE PROUD. lol i miss you so much darling. UGH I MISS EVERYONE FROM COUSINO. shit i love all the people over here... but you guys mean the world to me. i realized how much i missed yall when we were playing this weird jenga game that was like truth or dare or something && its like who are the people you trust the most... all but 2 names were from cousino. && then angelo called && i miss that kid. ugh all of you seriously.
I WILL COME BACK OUT THERE ONE OF THESE WEEKENDS. ugh. oh && btw DONT FUCKIN SMOKE IDC HOW BAD PEOPLE EXAGGERATED THE SITUATION... IT STILL SUCKS. DONT DO IT. && if you do im sorry not tryin to be a mom i juss fuckin care about you guys... you do it in front of me i will be HIGHLY pissed.
im still really mad @ my mom.. well not mad i juss dont wanna talk. i dont see the point. she already ruined so much for me... && its an endless cycle. its juss gonna happen again. but yea me && vice ((aka Chris)) have decided that we need to get to talkin w. my mom so i can play softball. i love that girl. so effin much.
MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND IM MOST LIKELY SPENDING W/ ALICIA && SARA. then squeaky on monday && hopefully nicole. hell yeah.
things are so fucking confusing but i have great friends over here that help me w/ shit like cait sara wade nicole derek josh && dunn. i love them all seriously. YOU PEOPLE @ COUSINO ALWAYS HAVE HELPED ME SO YOURE ALREADY INCLUDED.shit is so fuckin confusing... people are so two faced. && what the HELL am i supposed to do when everything including odds are against you but im convinced youre someone different? wtf mate.
ive hadda lot of fun w/ everyone this week. ALEX IM SO GLAD WERE TALKIN MORE AGAIN. pj i love you youre my boy forever && always.
why cant i feel anything for anyone or anything.? && and of all of this was all your fault... faced down,down across your floor. LOVE TBS.
i need to find concerts go to to. any good ones i should save my money for? COMMENT.
i love all you guys so much.