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yea havent updated ina while... but iono havent really had time.
- wow___ it seems like my life is pretty much vball n thats it
- my grades.. *THUMBS DOWN* they could be better i gotta FOCUS
- im movin in March still... mom n dad still keep questioning
- GUYS CAN SUCK IT. seriously im so fed up w/ assholes that only want you for what you have not who you are. thinkin back to a talk w/ alicia... yea i really do deserve assholes even tho im fed up w/ it. every nice guy i get i end up treatin like shit idk y. maybe im not used to it or maybe i cant handle it. either way i always seem to eff myself over
- was gonna beat up amanda white cuz nick is muh boy, but idk shes too sweet.
- CHRIS O CONNOR IS AN EFFIN G. lol and my buttercup. nuff said
- ADAM dang i miss that kid but were actually normal again. ME n ALICIA need to get back that way... were workin on it.
- I've decided im turnin into the biggest hardass when it comes to guys. After i got screwed over last time.. screw that if i ever get fucked over again.
- you cant even call me on Christmas, let alone talk to me when you've ALWAYS called on the holidays friends or not... but then you wanna call me up to ask me about your damn bike? ill be damned if im ur lil bitch n everythings alright.
- figuring out who my true friends are. worked out my problems w/ Kunath. figuring out who i never really saw there before.
- Point blan--> i need to get my head on straight. i have no idea where im goin or what im doing... i need to get it together.
- I need to come back to HIM. it seems like we havent talked in so long. i catch myself forgettin about ^^yOu^^ n i just think to myself... where did you go wrong to start forgettin the one person who cares about you?
- My dad doesnt say i love you nemore when gettin off the phone or leavin me messages. whenever we're together its like were friends.. it doesnt even seem like hes my dad nemore... never thought i'd ever have to say that.
- i really need God to help me out w/ this one.
- The one break he's givin me was Cali.. btw was awesome. i read "this lullaby" n im readin " The lovely bones"... about to steal star girl from Alicia.
- I need to get back in touch w/ my ppl from other schools.
- i think im gonna get around to changin my layout one of these days.
- The next person to tell me DECIDE WHETHER YOU'RE EMO OR WIGGER IS GETTIN THEIR ASS WHOOPED. the only thing i am is me n fuck it if i listen to both dress like both w/e then let it be cuz its me n if you dont like it, dont hang around me. not tryin to be mean, but i mean what i said.
comment n ill love you forever.
x0__Nicole