LONG LOST UPDATEEE
This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
^^ some Box car racer lyrics that kinda apply right now
things that have happened since i last updated...
- went to homecoming... finally got pics of me n alicia... =D.. had a good time @ dinner but yea
- went out w/ fitz n gave up everything w/ J for what.... two weeks? not smart
- he says he felt like an ass after i explained to him why im givin up on guys...oh well its tough deal w/ it
- as much as i try to hide it im still kinda hurt oh well i guess its called suckin it up n get over it right? right
- i think im in love w/ you.. and im trusting this person again even though i shouldnt__its not who you think
- i kinda stopped spendin time w/ everyone except alex n alicia n joe... idk everyone else doesnt make an effort so im not goin to either
- i went to Gracie'sz bday party.. tonz of fun n met some amazing people__Britt, Matt G, Dominique, Lance, Jim, etc.
- Got really close, then kinda strayed away from God... thats kinda where im @ right now... i need to get back to HIm
- went to youth convention in Grand Rapids... UNBELIEVABLE WEEKEND...
- got an A, 4 Bs n a C on my report card =) coulda done better but oh well its alright alrightttt
- im in Pennsylvania right now updating off my uncle'sz comp
- I GOT RID OF THAT GHETTO CELL PHONE THANK THE LORDDD
- i made freshiie vball =D was so estasticcc come n watch me homes ;)
- i can change my belly button ring freely now so happy!
- got dark brown, carmel, n a lighter blonde on top of my already blonde hair__looks so good im really happy
- nothin much really___ lookin for someone who really cares about me as much as i care about them__ so pretty much not gonna happen
- i miss you guys back in MI__ here'sz some x0 for the road!
ughh... why do i have to be so i m p o s s i b l e ?
x0____Nicole
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