long entry for a long absence
wow... its been forever but here goes..
*school started.. YAY! il Mr. Youngblood n that whole German class
* Mrs. PB is the coolest thing ever.. we call her lil white momma lol n she always gets me in trouble w/ joe because i "encourage him"? w/e but ok?
* i have very few friends n ive been finding this out the past couple of weeks.. people talk A LOT of crap... and 1/2 of it isnt even true but i will say this.. yes i was supposed to *do* J even if it went against everything i stand for... i thought i was in love w/ him.. now i see that im not so much.. i still have love for him, but its not the same... it took another person to make me see that.. n they didnt even try.
*i really think i like fitz... A LOT.. this kid is the nicest person you will ever meet in your life... and he says i love you all the time n to hear that from a guy n have them actually mean it for once or feel like they mean it, thats HUGE.
* i really love adam to death but idk what to do w/ the kid sometimes... i mean it feels like hes pushin me away or something.. im hoping homecoming will bring us closer n it will definitely give us a chance to hang out :D
*i havent been there for my friends lately.. which is UNACCEPTABLE BY ANY MEANS... and i realize there are only a few people i really trust... **Andrea, Adam, Leah, Alicia, Fitz, JeVonie, Alex, Stephanie, and some other people**...you guys dont let me down and are there when i need you, nothing will ever be able to describe how strongly i feel for yall rite now.
*me n alex can still rap lmao
* doesnt nebody really know me nemore...
*i dont even kno myself...
*i close off to myself alot and i dont really let ppl in nemore... and ive even been strayin away from God... wow i need to but my life and priorities into perspective
*i stopped readin my book and the Good Book... wow im changin and i need to get my head on straight..
*im not sorry about mark nemore.. he deserves everything he gets as do i and everyone else.. im tired of sayin sorry for his mistakes...
*everthing happens for a reason right?
*im goin to homecoming w/ fitz.. GOd i love that kid
**I NEED CHURCH AND A MASSAGE AND A SHOWER AFTER THAT DAMN SWIMMING IN GYM!**
*i love my homecoming dress & dates to different schools
* i love meeting new people in cousino.. i hate realizing how most of my old friends were never really there.. but its life right?
anyways... Aus Wiederschen! (goodbye in German)
x3--Nicole
i think i love you...
*school started.. YAY! il Mr. Youngblood n that whole German class
* Mrs. PB is the coolest thing ever.. we call her lil white momma lol n she always gets me in trouble w/ joe because i "encourage him"? w/e but ok?
* i have very few friends n ive been finding this out the past couple of weeks.. people talk A LOT of crap... and 1/2 of it isnt even true but i will say this.. yes i was supposed to *do* J even if it went against everything i stand for... i thought i was in love w/ him.. now i see that im not so much.. i still have love for him, but its not the same... it took another person to make me see that.. n they didnt even try.
*i really think i like fitz... A LOT.. this kid is the nicest person you will ever meet in your life... and he says i love you all the time n to hear that from a guy n have them actually mean it for once or feel like they mean it, thats HUGE.
* i really love adam to death but idk what to do w/ the kid sometimes... i mean it feels like hes pushin me away or something.. im hoping homecoming will bring us closer n it will definitely give us a chance to hang out :D
*i havent been there for my friends lately.. which is UNACCEPTABLE BY ANY MEANS... and i realize there are only a few people i really trust... **Andrea, Adam, Leah, Alicia, Fitz, JeVonie, Alex, Stephanie, and some other people**...you guys dont let me down and are there when i need you, nothing will ever be able to describe how strongly i feel for yall rite now.
*me n alex can still rap lmao
* doesnt nebody really know me nemore...
*i dont even kno myself...
*i close off to myself alot and i dont really let ppl in nemore... and ive even been strayin away from God... wow i need to but my life and priorities into perspective
*i stopped readin my book and the Good Book... wow im changin and i need to get my head on straight..
*im not sorry about mark nemore.. he deserves everything he gets as do i and everyone else.. im tired of sayin sorry for his mistakes...
*everthing happens for a reason right?
*im goin to homecoming w/ fitz.. GOd i love that kid
**I NEED CHURCH AND A MASSAGE AND A SHOWER AFTER THAT DAMN SWIMMING IN GYM!**
*i love my homecoming dress & dates to different schools
* i love meeting new people in cousino.. i hate realizing how most of my old friends were never really there.. but its life right?
anyways... Aus Wiederschen! (goodbye in German)
x3--Nicole
i think i love you...