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lately, for some reason, i've been thinking a lot about moving out. it's not even because i hate living at home or anything, but i live so far away from everything that im involved in right now in this stage of my life. i wish my parents would see that by them moving to like riverview or something would be SO GOOD for both them and me. My dad would actually get out of the house/neighborhood..he'd have to. and my mom would have a house with more space for all her things. Dont get me wrong, i like living on the water and stuff. But its SO inconvienient. I want to move to Brandon so bad. I cant afford it though. Ricky tells me i can move in with him, but i still kinda feel like its just a thought rather than something him and his father would really allow. I dont know. I just need to be close to school and work and stuff. even closer to ricky. I love staying over at his place, but i hate the feeling that im like living out of a suitcase day by day. I dont know what to do. I cant afford my own place, or even a place with a roommate. The only thing i can afford is to live at home, or maybe afford living at rickys and paying his dad a little bit of rent a month. I dont want to be able to afford my own place yet, because before i even did that i would like to be able to get a new car. It just seems complicated. More complicated then it really is.