Jun 20, 2005 11:09
so... lalala.... im a dork.... but this past week has been tons of fun!!!!!!!
for the first time in my life... im actually dating. i mean... i've been 2 other places with a guy alone... but one was because it was his birthday.... and the other was because i needed a good grade, and i wanted to spend time with him..... im not sure if either of those counts as dates....? if they do... then they just started 2005.... so still... its pretty new to me..
anywho.... i have decided that dating is fun! hahaha.... and i dont have to be somebodies girlfriend in order to hang out with them..... have fun.... and possibly smooch! hahahaha im a dork.. o well....
my parents are trusting me alot more........ i mean i know that they said when i turned sixteen i could like.... go on dates....... but they said i'd have to go in my own car.... and since i dont have my license yet.... that wont work..... but they ARE LETTING ME DRIVE AROUND IN THE GUYS CAR!!! i am amazed.... wow...
i also think that this new craze im on.... is boosting myself esteem... i have realized that i dont NEEED a guy... and i am perfectly content staying home and reading or w/e.... and when a guy calls asking to hang out... i am allowed to.. and we will have fun.... but that if noone calls... its OKAY!!!
haha.... ok im done now.... sorry to waste ur time lol