lean with it
this week sucks
i dont get to go out until like sat night or sunday...Got a test today in Immunology...test tomorrow morn in calculus...paper due on friday in english....PLUS i have an assload of hw to catch up on in english, and then a lab quiz to study for thats on friday...
and then fri night my parents and bro are coming down....i have to go to my dads aunts' 90 yr old bday party sat afternoon, which yes, means i have to miss the game...due to prior engagements/BAD planning on my part....i couldve said no.
Im going to *try* to get this paper written by weds night...then ill atleast have thurs to go do something....but i dont know how likely thatll be....seeing how my sched is packed up until weds night....so im thinking im not going to be in the mood for writing a paper that night....especially not after studying CALC alllllll day....ay dios mio
i talked to Joel last night...he wants to take a mini trip to the bahamas! How awesome would that be! Ive always wanted to go there! I feel so bad tho...because im def not in the financial situation for any kind of trip, but joel said he would pay...and he insisted...i dont know...its just hard to accept such a huge offer...
so yesterday at work....i realized something.
Boys fascination with breasts start at a really young age...and its not in a gross way or anything....but theres this one little boy in particular, that is always trying to be the line leader, and when we're standing there (waiting for all the brats to get in line) he looks up at me, and holds on to my breasts...im constantly swatting his hands down...but he just laughs...
i dont know why, but this just fascinates me. Its like deep down in the males DNA they have this encoded 'breast fascination' gene....i mean it makes sense....if you go way way back to our primitive times, inorder for our species to survive it had to rely on some way for the male to recognize the female, so they could get together to reproduce...right? Just like how certain animals recognize the female by her color...we do it by breasts.
no? i think so...cause think about it...none of the little girls touch my breasts or talk about them...def not like the boys...and you cant say, well maybe its cause hes so young, hes used to them being his source of food....the kid is 4 yrs old...and plus, like i just said, the girls dont do any of that...and they were fed off of the same thing....
i dont know why...but i found this interesting.
damnit...its 6am...the time i am to begin my studying...and yet i am still very droopy-eyed...this coff sucks. i shouldve went to dunkin....
i dont get to go out until like sat night or sunday...Got a test today in Immunology...test tomorrow morn in calculus...paper due on friday in english....PLUS i have an assload of hw to catch up on in english, and then a lab quiz to study for thats on friday...
and then fri night my parents and bro are coming down....i have to go to my dads aunts' 90 yr old bday party sat afternoon, which yes, means i have to miss the game...due to prior engagements/BAD planning on my part....i couldve said no.
Im going to *try* to get this paper written by weds night...then ill atleast have thurs to go do something....but i dont know how likely thatll be....seeing how my sched is packed up until weds night....so im thinking im not going to be in the mood for writing a paper that night....especially not after studying CALC alllllll day....ay dios mio
i talked to Joel last night...he wants to take a mini trip to the bahamas! How awesome would that be! Ive always wanted to go there! I feel so bad tho...because im def not in the financial situation for any kind of trip, but joel said he would pay...and he insisted...i dont know...its just hard to accept such a huge offer...
so yesterday at work....i realized something.
Boys fascination with breasts start at a really young age...and its not in a gross way or anything....but theres this one little boy in particular, that is always trying to be the line leader, and when we're standing there (waiting for all the brats to get in line) he looks up at me, and holds on to my breasts...im constantly swatting his hands down...but he just laughs...
i dont know why, but this just fascinates me. Its like deep down in the males DNA they have this encoded 'breast fascination' gene....i mean it makes sense....if you go way way back to our primitive times, inorder for our species to survive it had to rely on some way for the male to recognize the female, so they could get together to reproduce...right? Just like how certain animals recognize the female by her color...we do it by breasts.
no? i think so...cause think about it...none of the little girls touch my breasts or talk about them...def not like the boys...and you cant say, well maybe its cause hes so young, hes used to them being his source of food....the kid is 4 yrs old...and plus, like i just said, the girls dont do any of that...and they were fed off of the same thing....
i dont know why...but i found this interesting.
damnit...its 6am...the time i am to begin my studying...and yet i am still very droopy-eyed...this coff sucks. i shouldve went to dunkin....