F this Shit
just checked out my bank acct...ummmm...totally dont have ANY money. looks like grocery shopping is SHOT, fathers day, SHOT, bro's bday...shot just as well. F this.
i guess on the bright side...ill be losing some wt...since i have NO food...except noodles and an ass load of veggies. ugh. ya gotta do what ya gotta do.
damnit. Hopefully i dont need to take a class this summer...cause lord knows i def cant afford that shit...but if i dont...then i can take on another job...a morning job...hah...is that even possible?? 'Um hi id like to work here....only from 8-12' maybe...it might be do-able. ughhh but i HATE job hunting. i have NO IDEA WHERE THE HELL TO LOOK.
somebody shoot me. Here comes alllll the damn stress all over again...EVERY summer, it never fails. I better start applying for effing loans....so ill be safe for august....hah now thats wishful thinking....cause they usually take so damn long to disperse the loans...i need to go talk to a financial advisor...haha for real
i think thats my new goal for 2006...learn how to MANAGE my $$ better...i thought i wasnt too bad at it...and what sucks more....its not that i live like im rich, but im not....its i live like im mid class...but im POOR...it sucks being poor.
i cant WAIT till im done w school...then ill be rich and will NEVER have to worry bout gay ass money probs EVER again...well except my ass load of student loans. HAH.
whatever...im not worried bout their damn loans...after all that SHIT everyone says..."Theres soooo much money out there for ANYone who needs it, but no ones taking it" ummmmmmm cause ALL that "FREE" money...has 50 million requirements just to recieve even a SMALL portion of it...TOO many rules and minimums you MUST meet, that NO ONE out there meets em all! its like theyre designed so all these 'nice' people who've donated all kinds of money to "education" wont EVER have to pay ANYONE. F them.
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alright,...ill change the subject now...cause all that talk is just making me even more stressed out.
so i just got back from the keys friday...was in melbourne till saturday....and disney allllll day sunday =)
good times.
The Keys were awesome! I went with jimmy and his family...we did a lot of the touristy-type things,....like tons of shopping in key west, walking to the Mile 0 sign, walking to The Southernmost Point...taking pics at every photo opp spot, snorkeling at the reef---THAT was really awesome...40 min boat ride out...3 diff stops on the reef, hour long snorkel each stop....and yes each stop jimmy and i were in the water the whole hour! it was sooo cool! we swam RIGHT by a shark! Saw some really beautiful fish, especially those parrot fish---i want some! an octapus, huge tarpon, huge grouper, huge barracuda...his name was Marvin...haha the capt of the boat named him.
man i wish i was still in the keys...so damn stressful here..
then yesterday Tee and i went to disney allllll day...3 parks...and we pretty much hit everything we wanted to do...even went on that new mt everest ride--it was pretty kick ass....however...that new Soarin' ride....OMG DONT do it...we waited in THE longest line EVERRR...(over an hour) for THE shittiest ride on earth. haha ok not that shitty...but totally NOT worth the hour and some odd min wait...i wouldnt event wait 20 min for that POS ride.
we kinda had fun waitin in the line tho...haha...our games in line beat the ride by 100%...we played some ABC game..."im standing in line for a picnic and i brought....Apples, Bananas, Capri-Sun..." and so on. The we played Bingo....well i mean, we SANG the Bingo song...you know what song im talking about....There was a farmer had a dog..." haha god times.
we're crazy i know. but HEy if YOU had to stand in that ridiculously long line...with the most annoyingest couple ever...youd go a lil crazy too...i shouldve never mentioned the back massage...haha that was what got them all talking to us...ew. hahah
i asked Tanya "give me a back massage while we wait in line." she said no way of course,..then this girl whips around..."Look what u started!" im a little out of it...then realize...the guy...well i think it was a guy, had asked her to give HIM a massage....haha suckaaas. then after that...that effing retard guy/girl kept TRYING to talk to us...ok it WAS a guy, but he had a screechingly high voice...ok not 'screeching' but it was pretty damn girly.
sahit.....ok yeah that was supposed to say "shit" but i messed up and didnt feel like deleting it...with that said...im out....its gettin late...and i need to hit up the gym, shower, and find some damn art project to do with my class today. later players.