this blows
i seriously SUCK at life...i CANNOT study for this damn chem test! i DONT understand what i read...i CANT make sense of ANY of the concepts or equations.
what the hell is wrong with me.
perhaps its the extreme sleep deprivation, or the fact that im JUST now starting to crack open the book and TRY to understand this shit. well i mean,...not really...but alllll sem every time id try, id just get MORE frustrated n even more LOST looking at the text. its like its in some other language...and not a language from earth....def another planet...far far away. =(
i dont get it. i totally understand the material when my professor is teaching it...but i just cannot do the shit on my own.
im such a LOSER.
i JUST dont understand how i can do soooooo awesome in the LAB...but i am a DUMBASS when it comes to the lecture part. Its ALL the SAME concepts! and ALL the same equations!
im so exhausted. but i dont get to sleep till next wednesday...and even then itll just be a short nap.
Spring semester blows.
on the BRIGHT side...
I think i did pretty damn decent on my physiology test this morn. *cross those fingers* Well whatever it turns out to be, im SURE itll be pretty damn high for the lack of studying we got done last night.
i WONDER if i take chem at a com college, if they avg THAT grade in with my F im gonna get here...then id have a C, and wouldnt have to WASTE a grade forgiveness on a class ill prob NEVER pass here at ucf....aghhh i hate this shit. i just wanna cry.
well i guess i should head over to the build where my class is...that way if i PASS out reading, ill already be over there. hahaha. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeihateschooleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeandchemistryeeeeeeeeeeeeeeefmeeeeeeeeeee!
what the hell is wrong with me.
perhaps its the extreme sleep deprivation, or the fact that im JUST now starting to crack open the book and TRY to understand this shit. well i mean,...not really...but alllll sem every time id try, id just get MORE frustrated n even more LOST looking at the text. its like its in some other language...and not a language from earth....def another planet...far far away. =(
i dont get it. i totally understand the material when my professor is teaching it...but i just cannot do the shit on my own.
im such a LOSER.
i JUST dont understand how i can do soooooo awesome in the LAB...but i am a DUMBASS when it comes to the lecture part. Its ALL the SAME concepts! and ALL the same equations!
im so exhausted. but i dont get to sleep till next wednesday...and even then itll just be a short nap.
Spring semester blows.
on the BRIGHT side...
I think i did pretty damn decent on my physiology test this morn. *cross those fingers* Well whatever it turns out to be, im SURE itll be pretty damn high for the lack of studying we got done last night.
i WONDER if i take chem at a com college, if they avg THAT grade in with my F im gonna get here...then id have a C, and wouldnt have to WASTE a grade forgiveness on a class ill prob NEVER pass here at ucf....aghhh i hate this shit. i just wanna cry.
well i guess i should head over to the build where my class is...that way if i PASS out reading, ill already be over there. hahaha. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeihateschooleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeandchemistryeeeeeeeeeeeeeeefmeeeeeeeeeee!