College...

Oct 23, 2005 18:54

I hate coming back to college from the weekend. How can I be surrounded by so many people and still feel so alone? But it's not like I even want to be surrounded by people either. I just want to get my homework done and study. But I can't even do that because I'm the queen of procrastination. I just don't really like living in the dorms. And it's so hard to get home and to get back here. People aren't as willing to give me rides as they once seemed. I feel like nobody back home really has any time for me, and I don't have anybody here either.

I don't have a job, so I have almost no money left. I've been looking and have gotten a few, but none of them end up working for my schedule. Gah, I think I'm just in a complainy/whiny mood. But it's been building up for a while now, and I don't think it's reached its peak
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