Can I go home sick?
Ok, I knew this was coming... but now that it's arrived, I still don't feel prepared.
I want to puke and cry.
I'm jealous of our new media director and am starting to loathe my administrative position.
I'm frustrated that she can do things I can't.
I feel left out.
And unimportant in a crazy-busy, supportive INVISIBLE way.
I feel like I'm screaming LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME, so obviously & pathetically & selfishly that I'm ashamed.
I feel like I'm pouring out my heart and not getting enough back....
Can I go home sick?
I want to puke and cry.
I'm jealous of our new media director and am starting to loathe my administrative position.
I'm frustrated that she can do things I can't.
I feel left out.
And unimportant in a crazy-busy, supportive INVISIBLE way.
I feel like I'm screaming LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME, so obviously & pathetically & selfishly that I'm ashamed.
I feel like I'm pouring out my heart and not getting enough back....
Can I go home sick?