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Happy birthday to me!
Gah, things have been going good overall i s'pose. But an old flames moved back to Inverness temporarily and I just don't know...we click SO much, everything we feel about seems to be the same. But we've tried it before, ok, years ago and it didn't work.
But every time we're together, like today, we can spend the whole day talking on and on, having a GREAT time.
I know at some point she has to leave again and that SUCKS anyway. So maybe it's for the best if things don't work out. But good lord I'm feeling mad about her again. Michelle the awesome-most buddy ever could see it a mile off. Probably because I wouldn't stop talking about her the whole time she was gone. We've made this whole "we're single, if we get drunk and stuff happens then great" but I need a whole lot more than that these days. Especially from somebody as awesome as she is.
GahBloodyFuckShitGah
Any ideas? xx
Gah, things have been going good overall i s'pose. But an old flames moved back to Inverness temporarily and I just don't know...we click SO much, everything we feel about seems to be the same. But we've tried it before, ok, years ago and it didn't work.
But every time we're together, like today, we can spend the whole day talking on and on, having a GREAT time.
I know at some point she has to leave again and that SUCKS anyway. So maybe it's for the best if things don't work out. But good lord I'm feeling mad about her again. Michelle the awesome-most buddy ever could see it a mile off. Probably because I wouldn't stop talking about her the whole time she was gone. We've made this whole "we're single, if we get drunk and stuff happens then great" but I need a whole lot more than that these days. Especially from somebody as awesome as she is.
GahBloodyFuckShitGah
Any ideas? xx