fuck it
Had a massive fight with my parents tonight. Really fuckin massive. My Dad and I would have coe to blows if I didn't have him pinned agasint the walls asking him if he was still the Gorbals hard man he used to be. I'm 24 years old, i'm a leecher because I only paid my digs when i worked in Jessops. They say I'm not allowed female friends to stay over because it's a "bad influence on my little brother" and I can't drink in the house because they dont believe in it.
My slut sister lorna is pregnant with a kid. But thats ok, because of that her boyfriend can stay over. She owes my parents over £400 in phone bills but thats ok because she's pregnant. Fucking hell, my mum even gave her the car because "it was too expensive to keep"/ what sort of fucking excuse is that? SELL IT bitch.
It seems like every fucking day since i was 12 years old and got caught stealing from her purse that i'm the bad seed. It doesn't matter what the fuck I do, it's always my fault.
I Drop out of College...it's not because i was living with a total psychobitch, it's because I can't stick it.
I start drinking FAR too much, it's not because they've NEVER been able to see the good in me. It's because I just do it.
I lose a shitload of friends...not because of the effect they've had on me. It's obviously just because I'm a freak.
Fuck them.
Between the ages of 12 and 16 they always said "if you want trust you can earn it" Did I ever earn it? Fuck no. Not out of trying, but because they never really thought i had.
There was one girl i loved more than anything else in the world. And my 'Parents' telling her she had to sleep downstairs because of 'their standards' is fucking BULLSHIT.
OK, it might not have been what fucked up our relationship, but I can't help feeling it was one big part of it.
How dare they give my sister, an open racist, a car, lay off her rent and let her boyfriend stay over just because she's fucking pregnant?
And how dare they persecute me for drinking a lot because of it. And not only drinking a lot, but sneaking into my room when im wasted and stealing Alcohol I bought with my own money.
They're no parents of mine anymore.
My slut sister lorna is pregnant with a kid. But thats ok, because of that her boyfriend can stay over. She owes my parents over £400 in phone bills but thats ok because she's pregnant. Fucking hell, my mum even gave her the car because "it was too expensive to keep"/ what sort of fucking excuse is that? SELL IT bitch.
It seems like every fucking day since i was 12 years old and got caught stealing from her purse that i'm the bad seed. It doesn't matter what the fuck I do, it's always my fault.
I Drop out of College...it's not because i was living with a total psychobitch, it's because I can't stick it.
I start drinking FAR too much, it's not because they've NEVER been able to see the good in me. It's because I just do it.
I lose a shitload of friends...not because of the effect they've had on me. It's obviously just because I'm a freak.
Fuck them.
Between the ages of 12 and 16 they always said "if you want trust you can earn it" Did I ever earn it? Fuck no. Not out of trying, but because they never really thought i had.
There was one girl i loved more than anything else in the world. And my 'Parents' telling her she had to sleep downstairs because of 'their standards' is fucking BULLSHIT.
OK, it might not have been what fucked up our relationship, but I can't help feeling it was one big part of it.
How dare they give my sister, an open racist, a car, lay off her rent and let her boyfriend stay over just because she's fucking pregnant?
And how dare they persecute me for drinking a lot because of it. And not only drinking a lot, but sneaking into my room when im wasted and stealing Alcohol I bought with my own money.
They're no parents of mine anymore.