Jun 21, 2006 23:47
I decided to start writing in this again mostly out of boredom.
I want to go swimming again.
I have been so busy lately that I don't even get home before midnight anymore. I think my tiredness has made me be mean to people. This is what I have been doing for the past 5 days:
Friday: work, diner, movies, Alex's. home at 12:30, the next day.
Saturday: grandmas, pool, antos, mall, on the border, bowling, home at 12:45.
Sunday: grandmas, pool with anto and alex.
Monday: schoooool, pool
Tueday:
OKay well I don't remember what else I did.
But anyway,
I decided that some people overreact way too much.
I mean, someone is going to find out whatever secrets you have at some point, so why not just not have secrets? Or just don't tell anyone!
Some people are very good at keeping secrets and unfortunately, I am not one of them. This isn't on purpose; I don't share secrets to be mean to people. Secrets usually just slip out, an accident.
If something is told to me in a private situation, like at someone's house or something, I will keep that secret because it was told in complete confidence.
BUT if you tell me something, say at work or in the middle of class, it can be heard by anyone and for some reason, my brain thinks its okay to share that one.
So really, its not my fault. Its my brain's fault!
Okay so it is my fault, and yes I screwed up, but please don't be mad! It was a complete accident!
I also decided that I need new friends that are always nice to me, not just sometimes or when they're alone. I need to do some cleaning.
love,cole