The way you lay your hands upon me makes me weak in the knees...makes me feel so, right.<3
It's a new year. TJ left today. I'm truly happy he gets a break but I am already missing him. "Absence makes the heart grow fonder", people have been saying it to me. I hope it's true. I hope he ends up missing me half as much as I miss him when he's away. It's a week for each of us to have time to ourselves and own friends. I like that, but I love him so much more.He's my life, and i wouldn't have it any other way.
This year, I want it to be better than last year. I don't know how that is going to happen but i hope it does. I didn't get a tattoo last year, and this year I will. I better, and I'll be eighteen so it should work out. I'm staying home my friend year for college, hopefully going to Post if i ever get my applications out. I don't want to go away anymore as of right now. Maybe next year, i have to see. 2008 has brought me many things, i made my new years resolution of getting into a fight. I didn't even want to fight when I did. But I got way too heated and snapped. You don't touch my boyfriend or I'll freak haha. I also found love this year like I wanted to. I fell in love with the boy I really only liked in the past few years. I was scared in the beginning because he was my best friend and we have gotten so close I didn't want to mess it up, but i didn't it made my life so much better. I had such an amazing Christmas with my boyfriend, and new years, and Thanksgiving, and every other day I'm with him. I did get more piercings, and i slowed down on partying. I don't even remember half the things that I wanted to do anymore. But I think after everything, I am a whole new and better person. I love who I am today.
2009 I am graduating high school, thank god. Starting college, I hope I can keep up my grades. And this is what growing up is. I am going to be a real adult this year. I need to find a good job where i work, but not as a slave. I never thought of eighteen being such a big age till now. I want this year to be perfect. For friends, family, and TJ. I want this year to be perfect for us. I want to show people true love can exist at a young age.
Well, I have a lot of work to catch up on before school. Which is tomorrow and I'm going to dread it, because I hate school.
Thomas Joseph Weber, I love you. You are my sunshine and I cannot wait till you are back home in my arms.<3.
This year, I want it to be better than last year. I don't know how that is going to happen but i hope it does. I didn't get a tattoo last year, and this year I will. I better, and I'll be eighteen so it should work out. I'm staying home my friend year for college, hopefully going to Post if i ever get my applications out. I don't want to go away anymore as of right now. Maybe next year, i have to see. 2008 has brought me many things, i made my new years resolution of getting into a fight. I didn't even want to fight when I did. But I got way too heated and snapped. You don't touch my boyfriend or I'll freak haha. I also found love this year like I wanted to. I fell in love with the boy I really only liked in the past few years. I was scared in the beginning because he was my best friend and we have gotten so close I didn't want to mess it up, but i didn't it made my life so much better. I had such an amazing Christmas with my boyfriend, and new years, and Thanksgiving, and every other day I'm with him. I did get more piercings, and i slowed down on partying. I don't even remember half the things that I wanted to do anymore. But I think after everything, I am a whole new and better person. I love who I am today.
2009 I am graduating high school, thank god. Starting college, I hope I can keep up my grades. And this is what growing up is. I am going to be a real adult this year. I need to find a good job where i work, but not as a slave. I never thought of eighteen being such a big age till now. I want this year to be perfect. For friends, family, and TJ. I want this year to be perfect for us. I want to show people true love can exist at a young age.
Well, I have a lot of work to catch up on before school. Which is tomorrow and I'm going to dread it, because I hate school.
Thomas Joseph Weber, I love you. You are my sunshine and I cannot wait till you are back home in my arms.<3.