sorry, I'm whining, but I don't have anoyone to talk to, so I' just have to write it down.
We got rid of Qwest and got Bresnan yesterday. I don't know what happened to my computer, but I got home yesterday and steve couldn't turn it off. Then today I turned it on 30 minutes ago and it still hasn't finished loading. It was fine yesterday morning when I used it. I can't even get it to load anything fast enough so ian burn things onto a disk so steve can reformat it.
I got home from North yesterday and steve was playing his little game. Hadly said a word to me, didn't even ask how my day was so I just started talking. He probably didn't hear a single word I said. Then I made dinner, now usually I'll tell him a few times that dinner is ready and he'll come and eat. Not yesterday. I told him a few times when he was at his computer and then he went and sat on the couch to watch TV. He must not have heard me tell him in his ear that dinner was ready. Finally I said that I was going to eat without him. He still didn't hear.....so I said that I didn't want to eat alone after I made dinner. He finally got up. REALLY how hard is it to do absolutely nothing all day and when your girlfriend comes home to pay a little attention to her. Okay, so after dinner he payed attention to me, we watched a show together on tv. And then back to the computer he went. I went to bed around 11:30, he said he was just going to finish something and be in. RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT. I should never have believed him. I woek up at 1 after a nightmare that he was killed, only to roll over and find him not there. I rolled over again around 2, for the same reason and he still wasn't there. 3:15 I work up a third time from a nightmare that he was killed, and again, no steve. I went out into the living room and asked if he was going to bed. He wasn't too thrilled with me. So I told him why he was up. Had to tell him twice before he cought on. What's going on with him??? It's really getting to me, I don't understand!!! AARGH! it really upsets me. Now I'm going to go to North all day and he'll be sleeping until I l;eave, I know it, I'll come back and do this all over again. I don't understand this!!
I got home from North yesterday and steve was playing his little game. Hadly said a word to me, didn't even ask how my day was so I just started talking. He probably didn't hear a single word I said. Then I made dinner, now usually I'll tell him a few times that dinner is ready and he'll come and eat. Not yesterday. I told him a few times when he was at his computer and then he went and sat on the couch to watch TV. He must not have heard me tell him in his ear that dinner was ready. Finally I said that I was going to eat without him. He still didn't hear.....so I said that I didn't want to eat alone after I made dinner. He finally got up. REALLY how hard is it to do absolutely nothing all day and when your girlfriend comes home to pay a little attention to her. Okay, so after dinner he payed attention to me, we watched a show together on tv. And then back to the computer he went. I went to bed around 11:30, he said he was just going to finish something and be in. RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT. I should never have believed him. I woek up at 1 after a nightmare that he was killed, only to roll over and find him not there. I rolled over again around 2, for the same reason and he still wasn't there. 3:15 I work up a third time from a nightmare that he was killed, and again, no steve. I went out into the living room and asked if he was going to bed. He wasn't too thrilled with me. So I told him why he was up. Had to tell him twice before he cought on. What's going on with him??? It's really getting to me, I don't understand!!! AARGH! it really upsets me. Now I'm going to go to North all day and he'll be sleeping until I l;eave, I know it, I'll come back and do this all over again. I don't understand this!!