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I cant bring myself to do any of my work that's due this week. Including my thesis draft.
I just cant. I dont know why. I dont know where this apathy is coming from. I just dont want to do it anymore. Im TIRED, damnit. I want to just curl up in a ball and be done wtih it. 6 and a half more weeks is too short of a time and too long of a time all combined into one hectic mess of life. I want to lay in my bed and pull the covers over my head and make it all pass. I cant do anything right now. It's all too overwhelming.
I applied for 3 jobs over break, and am attempting to apply for the fourth. I have no idea where to meet people. I want to meet guys. I feel so fucking alone right now.
Im going to clean the house like my parents wanted me to do while they were gone, and clean the birds' cages, and get my room in order. Then maybe I'll finish my other job application and start on my thesis.
Im having a lot of trouble functioning right now. I didnt do a damned thing all day, except for eat crappy-for-you foods and shower. I'm in a rut, and I need to snap out of it.
I just cant. I dont know why. I dont know where this apathy is coming from. I just dont want to do it anymore. Im TIRED, damnit. I want to just curl up in a ball and be done wtih it. 6 and a half more weeks is too short of a time and too long of a time all combined into one hectic mess of life. I want to lay in my bed and pull the covers over my head and make it all pass. I cant do anything right now. It's all too overwhelming.
I applied for 3 jobs over break, and am attempting to apply for the fourth. I have no idea where to meet people. I want to meet guys. I feel so fucking alone right now.
Im going to clean the house like my parents wanted me to do while they were gone, and clean the birds' cages, and get my room in order. Then maybe I'll finish my other job application and start on my thesis.
Im having a lot of trouble functioning right now. I didnt do a damned thing all day, except for eat crappy-for-you foods and shower. I'm in a rut, and I need to snap out of it.