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i only blog when i have got something to say and most of the time...
most of the time..its not something good..
so this time..first year of college is almost done..
and still..i am not able to adjust to college life..
i feel so stupid studying in UP..
gawd they're all so smart..
i hate it..
i dont have any problems with the lesson i get it all..
its just that the studying and the requirements are killing me..
seriously killing me...
maybe not physically..
but my head and my emotions are getting bothered by them..
i always cant find enough time to do everything..
until now i cant find a way to study more..
i always say i should study more..do more..be more responsible..
but it never happens..
its so easy saying something.. its so hard trying to put it into action..
gawd..im dying in UP..
i feel so irresponsible..
am i a bad student?..
maybe..possibly..
i knew it..
i knew i was never meant for UP..
i dont feel like im having a hard time when its discussion and seatworks...
the test...those FREAKING UP tests..
they are the worst tests ever..
i am more stressed than ever..
especially beacause i am stressed out by my phone..
damn that phone..
i hate you i hate you i hate you..
you have added so much to my depression..
i dont feel at home in UP...not at all..
unlike lasalle zobel..
i miss highschool..
i only blog when i have got something to say and most of the time...
most of the time..its not something good..
so this time..first year of college is almost done..
and still..i am not able to adjust to college life..
i feel so stupid studying in UP..
gawd they're all so smart..
i hate it..
i dont have any problems with the lesson i get it all..
its just that the studying and the requirements are killing me..
seriously killing me...
maybe not physically..
but my head and my emotions are getting bothered by them..
i always cant find enough time to do everything..
until now i cant find a way to study more..
i always say i should study more..do more..be more responsible..
but it never happens..
its so easy saying something.. its so hard trying to put it into action..
gawd..im dying in UP..
i feel so irresponsible..
am i a bad student?..
maybe..possibly..
i knew it..
i knew i was never meant for UP..
i dont feel like im having a hard time when its discussion and seatworks...
the test...those FREAKING UP tests..
they are the worst tests ever..
i am more stressed than ever..
especially beacause i am stressed out by my phone..
damn that phone..
i hate you i hate you i hate you..
you have added so much to my depression..
i dont feel at home in UP...not at all..
unlike lasalle zobel..
i miss highschool..