Life is sucky yet Iam so happy
I dont write in this much but I feel the need to rant:
Work has been so stressful latly I swear god I wanted to slap someone yesterday. Too much drama too apparently Sabel likes jesse and she has a bf already whom shes been with for 2 years and shes fucking it up I could care less to get into peoples business but apparently Iam the mediator for everyone or something. I have too much on my mind to be getting into everyone else's problems.
I have a new boyfriend his name is kevin and he is wonderful not like my ex whom didn't seem to give a shit about anything or care what I did I mean a guy shouldnt be way over protective but Id like for them to care about what Im doing so at least I know they care. I can honestly say I never fucked over a guy or wanted to take things from them but I didn't care w/ him because he didn't care it was all fucked up but now Iam happy again I care about this one so much I hope nothing goes wrong I fear he will get tired of me only because he means so much to me and I hope he knows that and I hope this grows. Just because Iam happy thats why I fear bad things Good things and me don't usually last but I hope this is a change. He makes me so happy <3
Work has been so stressful latly I swear god I wanted to slap someone yesterday. Too much drama too apparently Sabel likes jesse and she has a bf already whom shes been with for 2 years and shes fucking it up I could care less to get into peoples business but apparently Iam the mediator for everyone or something. I have too much on my mind to be getting into everyone else's problems.
I have a new boyfriend his name is kevin and he is wonderful not like my ex whom didn't seem to give a shit about anything or care what I did I mean a guy shouldnt be way over protective but Id like for them to care about what Im doing so at least I know they care. I can honestly say I never fucked over a guy or wanted to take things from them but I didn't care w/ him because he didn't care it was all fucked up but now Iam happy again I care about this one so much I hope nothing goes wrong I fear he will get tired of me only because he means so much to me and I hope he knows that and I hope this grows. Just because Iam happy thats why I fear bad things Good things and me don't usually last but I hope this is a change. He makes me so happy <3