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Jan 20, 2005 17:59

I am changing, the psychic was right.

Because my social life has slowed drastically, I have been able to focus my energy on the other aspects of my life. I figure since I can't have fun, I might as well do everything else right and take care of buisness. Read:
I have done all my dishes for three days now
I have been on time to class and work
My room has been clean before bed two nights out of three
I did all my homework well in advance
I got eight hours of sleep.

Though the feeling I get from having a quieter social life is one of great sadness, I also feel more calm and centered and Zen-like from being on top of my life in general. I perform better at work and I am less, less, frazzled.

I'm taking steps to heighten my social life, but they won't take effect for a few weeks. New clubs etc. Keep me meeting new people and keep my life in flux, as Megsie reminds me. I met Courtney, Manny, and Noa through Red Shirting and months later they're still my friends. I met plenty of other people who were around for a while. So new groups will help. But for now I just wait it out. Just sit.... and wait.... and hopefully form some good life skills in the meantime.
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