feeling wide open and waiting for...

Jan 17, 2005 03:12

oh my gooooooooooooood everything is changing.

I want a new job.
I want a new career path.
I THOUGHT I wanted a new major.
But now I don't think I do again.
I want new friends (the old ones left for study abroad).
I want to meet a local guy. A smart one who has his act together like I used to.
Except I'm not sure I want that really at all.
I might just want to be left alone for a few months.
Because I really do need to get my act together.
I am a mess.
I'm still cheerful and life does not suck.
I'm sort of excited for all the changes I am making.
But terrified too.
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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