I'm damaged, bad at best
This Canada kid is gonna be the end of me. Gab, his name is Gabriel. What a weekend. We layed around and talked and played chess and weird card games and I learned that some people call winter hats by a special name and laugh at Americans for not knowing it. Also, everyone hates Americans so don't go abroad for a bit if you can help it. People were asking who I voted for and I kept thinking fuck man, I don't even know when Canadian elections are held. They just don't make our news.
This attachment will be the end of me for the following reason: I don't like other guys or want to be with them anymore, but I can't exactly date a guy exclusively who is seven hours away. It's just setting myself up to be cheated on and if the next guy I trust does that to me, I don't know if I'll ever recover. I have to be careful where I place my trust, that's all. Self-preservation is KEY. I feel like I've written this a million times before. It's just still so true for me. Maybe this will be the guy who helps me get over all this and restores some of my faith in humanity.
This attachment will be the end of me for the following reason: I don't like other guys or want to be with them anymore, but I can't exactly date a guy exclusively who is seven hours away. It's just setting myself up to be cheated on and if the next guy I trust does that to me, I don't know if I'll ever recover. I have to be careful where I place my trust, that's all. Self-preservation is KEY. I feel like I've written this a million times before. It's just still so true for me. Maybe this will be the guy who helps me get over all this and restores some of my faith in humanity.