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Sometimes I wish that today never happened. That is a horrible way to feel about the day you get married. I don't know if today will ever be just another day will it? I wish I knew how I was going to get through this divorce. Trying to be "friends" with the ex is tougher than you think...in the end I think it will be good but for now...I almost wish that I didn't need him so much. It would have been much easier to marry a complete stranger instead of my best friend. I'm going to go get a drink and go to bed.