Why doesnt Fred drink?

[colemaneuclid]

let me tell you why, when his father always has a beer in his hand, comes home drunk and decides to yell at you all day, saying that you never do anything for anyone, and you wont lift a finger for anyone, starts shit because he's intoxicated and basically tells you you're worthless,,,only to laugh and try to joke with you 5 mintues later.... thats why fred is afraid if he touches the bottle that he will end up like his father. people take alcohol different ways. but if there is any shot in hell that i might end up like that then fuck that

im moving out this week, even if i have to live in my van,
why did i feel i could trust this man again.

you know,,, sometimes you reach out for help,, and all you get is shit upon.
too many times i've reached
too many times i've recieved shit.
im going to go pray that i never have to return to this place again.