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is it a bad thing when you absolutely dread waking up in the morning and secretly pray that the world will end while you sleep?
yeah, i'm in one of those depressed moods.
but, for once, it's with good reason(s)
1.) i'm stuck in a job that i absolutely hate.
2.) i drink entirely too much... much more than i ever considered drinking in Korea
3.) i don't know if i will ever get over the fact that i am destined to live my life alone.
4.) going back to the job: it sucks and i can't afford my bills.
5.) God hates me and has put me here so that he has something to laugh at.
there are many more reasons that i hate every aspect of my life, but none of them are reasons that anyone can help me with, so i'm not bothering putting them down.
will someone make it stop?
or do i have to dye all my clothes black and brood over a Fanta Red for a while?
yeah, i'm in one of those depressed moods.
but, for once, it's with good reason(s)
1.) i'm stuck in a job that i absolutely hate.
2.) i drink entirely too much... much more than i ever considered drinking in Korea
3.) i don't know if i will ever get over the fact that i am destined to live my life alone.
4.) going back to the job: it sucks and i can't afford my bills.
5.) God hates me and has put me here so that he has something to laugh at.
there are many more reasons that i hate every aspect of my life, but none of them are reasons that anyone can help me with, so i'm not bothering putting them down.
will someone make it stop?
or do i have to dye all my clothes black and brood over a Fanta Red for a while?