and its been a while
I got the urge for some reason to start writing in here again. I wonder if its just a phase or if I will keep it up. What I do know is that I need to write more and I figure this is one way to encourage myself.
I really do need motivation. Sometimes its hard to get things done and then I often have consequences for not getting my ass in gear. These days I am happy for the most part and I am keeping things together quite well. Despite some crappy stuff going on in my life, I am holding my head up high and handling life in a positive and responsible way.
Life is one of the issues I am dealing with; Darlenes' life to be exact. Dar is so sick with cancer and we are going to loose her; when I don't know. In the mean time I am visiting her a lot in palliative care at St. B hospital. Its weird knowing she is dying, really strange. I don't know if I have really accepted it?
I really do need motivation. Sometimes its hard to get things done and then I often have consequences for not getting my ass in gear. These days I am happy for the most part and I am keeping things together quite well. Despite some crappy stuff going on in my life, I am holding my head up high and handling life in a positive and responsible way.
Life is one of the issues I am dealing with; Darlenes' life to be exact. Dar is so sick with cancer and we are going to loose her; when I don't know. In the mean time I am visiting her a lot in palliative care at St. B hospital. Its weird knowing she is dying, really strange. I don't know if I have really accepted it?