Yeah ... its 4:21 a.m and im on the 3rd super man... we have watched almost the whole series tonight. Well i have watched bits and pieces. Ive come to realize that Superman really is SUPER. WAY TO GO SUPERMAN, pat yourself on the back. On a more boring note. Im currently on the 3rd superman... ok enought of that. It is Officaillay Wednsday, and you know what that means... WINGSNIGHT at hooters. Im craving some hot wings, just like every Wednsday.
The SNOW (yes snow) still continues to fall. Part of me wants to sit and watch its beauty and grace, the other part of me wants to go outside and pee on it so it melts that much faster. Its a wonderful thing, but I mean c'mon enough is enough. I talked to a friend for almost 2 hours tonight, made me feel a little better about things. I dont know anymore, Ive seen happiness and its wonderful its SPECTACULAR, but then again I feel like as soon as I get happiness its short lived and bound to not come back for awhile. Im not doing this out of pitty or anything I just dont feel I can be happy the way I want to be ... Everywhere I look there is a roadblock or a speedbump somewhere along the path keeping me from hitting the finish line. ITS REALLY ANNOYING!!!
side note.... I Just looked at the T.V. and Super man has a 5 oclock shadow... its kinda weird.
HELLO MRS. RIGHT I'm knocking at your door please open up and accept the gift I have to bring. Bah I know I should not be worrying about this. God will Provide, and he has YET to let me down at all. This Weekend for instance we are playing with aloveforenemies YEA YEA YEA.. and for some odd reason our success doesnt seem to be on a hault at all we have some AMAZING SHOWS comming up, not to mention tours out the wazooo. Im begening to belive that my place on earth is with Gwen Stacy. I mean cmon I have NEARLY died twice that I can thing of right off the top of my head where I walked away from SERIOUS accidents. Brent, TJ, Josh they to have expierienced similiar accidents... PUT 2 and 2 together and something works out. I mean if we bring shows like the one we played saturday night... i think i would call my music career a success.
enough rambling. Superman is Back to his normal self again YAY !!!!
Ive lost something that I wanted SOO OO OO BADLY, and as much as I "miss" it, I don't want anything to do with it anymore. and thats tough let me tell you.