i think i will update
hmm but what to say... oh dream/nightmares are always a good topic.. 2 nights ago i had a dream where my sweet little dog maggie went pyscho and started attacking me.. ya that sorta freaked me out.. then last night i had a dream about a stupid alarm clock going off in my parents room and no one turning it off.. it was one of those dreams where you hear something thats in reality and think you awake but your still like sleeping.. it was weird.. whats with all the break ups lately.. i've only heard of like 1 couple.. eh 2 but no ones actually told me told me that that actually happened (wow there was a lot of doubles in that sentance but i guess it makes sense) out of like 7 or 8... anyway hawaii was awesome!! i met 2 cute boys right when i got there (both older than me :-*:-D ) rob was the one with the amazing smile and green eyes that was the first person in the group to go upside on the zip line.. then john was the tall blonde haired one that was talking to me while we were waiting to swing off the rope swing by a waterfall) into the water and always telling me to wait up... then there was the cute boy at the luau who i saw look at me out of the corner of his eye and i couldnt help smile at him but i couldnt go talk to him cuz my family was there.. blah.. oh well im just sdo glad i can flirt again... what else can i talk about.. hmmmm ive been working alot and babysitting too (i really dont think im the babysitting type.. i dont have that kind of patience) but work keeps me busy and my dads always like hows everyone online.. cuz he knows im talking when hes not looking.. or sometimes even when he is looking.. at least i still get everything done quick and correctly.. so he cant complain... my great grandfather died a few days ago.. :( i miss him.. i wish i could have spent more time with him when i had the chance.. well i probably should get back to my work.. ill talk to you later.. hope everyones having a fun summer!!!