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Hey.
Another day at the office. For the most part it's not that bad. I really dont do anything.
I got to talk to Julie today. yay!! I bought thirty dollars worth of magazines last night. I can't help it. It's like I'm addicted to them. I almost hurt a lady as I lunged and grabbed the new issue of Elle. It didn't hurt that Lindsay Lohan is on the cover. It sucks when the main exicitement in ones life is found through purchsing a new magaine. It's simple, but sad.
I've decided to clean up my act. No drinking. No smoking. It's not going to be "hard" per se, but I can't help but feel like I'm going to be missing out. Even if I'm missing out on making an asshole out of myself. I mean, damn, that shit is the reason why I'm sitting here in this damn cubicle. I'm pretty sure I'll still be able to have a lot of fun, and who's to say I wont decide to drink again at 21. I sound like such a prude. I mean I want to go to the best law school-- which requires the best grades.
I have way too much time on my hands. I almost took a practice LSAT exam. Yeah that test that I don't have to take for about three years. I'm a big dork.
Yesterday I started writing for the first time in a long while. I feel like all of my writings are so depressing, but that's what I'm good at writing. I worry that my writings are cliche and boring. That I'm tring to capture emotions that have been captured numerous times before. If I brave enough to let anyone read it then maybe I would know.
I cannot wait until July. I'm determined to make the most of July and August-- even if that means I dont sleep. So be it.
Well I've written way too much.
Later.
nicole
Another day at the office. For the most part it's not that bad. I really dont do anything.
I got to talk to Julie today. yay!! I bought thirty dollars worth of magazines last night. I can't help it. It's like I'm addicted to them. I almost hurt a lady as I lunged and grabbed the new issue of Elle. It didn't hurt that Lindsay Lohan is on the cover. It sucks when the main exicitement in ones life is found through purchsing a new magaine. It's simple, but sad.
I've decided to clean up my act. No drinking. No smoking. It's not going to be "hard" per se, but I can't help but feel like I'm going to be missing out. Even if I'm missing out on making an asshole out of myself. I mean, damn, that shit is the reason why I'm sitting here in this damn cubicle. I'm pretty sure I'll still be able to have a lot of fun, and who's to say I wont decide to drink again at 21. I sound like such a prude. I mean I want to go to the best law school-- which requires the best grades.
I have way too much time on my hands. I almost took a practice LSAT exam. Yeah that test that I don't have to take for about three years. I'm a big dork.
Yesterday I started writing for the first time in a long while. I feel like all of my writings are so depressing, but that's what I'm good at writing. I worry that my writings are cliche and boring. That I'm tring to capture emotions that have been captured numerous times before. If I brave enough to let anyone read it then maybe I would know.
I cannot wait until July. I'm determined to make the most of July and August-- even if that means I dont sleep. So be it.
Well I've written way too much.
Later.
nicole