ehhh..

Jun 23, 2006 19:27

Well my band broke up on Tuesday due to the lack of things not going right and everyone having problems holding up their end of the bargain. I need to get some schooling done and start my life. Some people think that I'm the reason the band broke up or my GF had something to do with it...those people were set straight! We may or may not get back together depending if everyone gets their lives in order. For now I'm just gonna jam with people and try not being a rockstar wannabe for awhile. I need to get better at guitar if I seriously wanna pursue it as a career, although the chances are slim I don't wanna drop my dream just yet.

As far as other stuff...me and the gf fight once in awhile but it's about dumb stuff that can be solved. If I didn't have her and quit the band, I'd either be in jail or missing. It's hard juggling friends and the person you love, you don't mean to neglect your friends but you do some how and end up getting people mad at you. Kristyn is my best friend, she may not be into everything I'm into but that don't matter. She doesn't piss me off enough to run airplanes into buildings or anything. I don't call anyone and they don't call me, it's like in my blood to be a loner. My grandpa and dad are the same way(anti-social,quiet,and stubborn). I have more fun sitting at home by myself than in a room full of drunk people, or just loud people in general. Concerts are a different story, I pay good money to go see a band and block out the loud guys with flannels and mega-mullets! My life is great and I would rather have it this way than any other way. GF,Car,job,2 cats,2 guitars,good friends, and all the metal I can stand.
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