wow this is long!
On december 7th I'm moving into an apartment where I can finally feel free again. Though the walls may not be as decorated as where I'm currently staying it will be more like home than probably anywhere I have ever been. Moving in with someone you care about is alot different than being with family or staying with roomates. Everything changes, they are more of a partner than a roomate and you probably wouldn't sleep with your roomate unless you were gay or didn't have rent money that month,lol. Anyway, I hope to try to grow up more. I realize I'm getting older and things have to change. I have to decide how long I wanna pursue my dream and whether it will take me anywhere. I know what I want and in order to get there I have to push harder now cuz I'm not getting any younger. I don't wanna be 30 jamming in a basement and playing clubs and bars in michigan. I wanna tour the world and have a damn family to come back to. 23 is still young but so was 20 when my band was started. I just wanna make sure I have done everything in my power to work for my dream before I give it up to do something I don't want to. Next year I'm gonna start school and do what I should have done years ago. I think everyone in the band including myself make excuses that they don't have time...I think we all are frustrated that things are taking so long. I have plenty of time to do things but if no one else wants to do anything why should I? Everyone has bad luck and I'm not complaining that we have more than other bands cuz that would be a lie. I think our work ethic as a team is fer-shit, we are more divided now than we ever have been and that makes things harder.
to THE RUCKUS:
I'm gonna write a list of things that has to be done in order for this band to operate and stay on top and not die. This doesn't mean you will get all of the responsibliity, this means everyone will. If there are objections or excuses then there will be change. Everyone will have duties including myself and we will be a band again, a brotherhood again.
to my girlfriend: I'm gonna grow up more and I hope you support me and I can't wait to live with you. Your family is my family and vice-versa. It's ok you won't let me hang my really sweet "MASTERS OF THE UNIVERSE" poster. I still love you and I'm keeping it!!!
to THE RUCKUS:
I'm gonna write a list of things that has to be done in order for this band to operate and stay on top and not die. This doesn't mean you will get all of the responsibliity, this means everyone will. If there are objections or excuses then there will be change. Everyone will have duties including myself and we will be a band again, a brotherhood again.
to my girlfriend: I'm gonna grow up more and I hope you support me and I can't wait to live with you. Your family is my family and vice-versa. It's ok you won't let me hang my really sweet "MASTERS OF THE UNIVERSE" poster. I still love you and I'm keeping it!!!