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[coldtravis]

I've had this gross knot in my stomach and nothing is settling.

I can't explain anything coherently.

I can't keep my Spanish and German separate.

I can't keep my cereal off of the floor.

I can't get my internet to work.

I can't eat anything without feeling completely nauseous.

I can't help but miss people who are literally down the street. Sometimes it feels like i've been exiled to hell. In the sense that i'm constantly lonely. It's a big change from living with three people.

I can't keep my friends happy. I feel selfish.

I can't help but think the way I think because it's been instilled in me.
- and if you ask by who, you won't like the answer.