Find Your Way
I am humbled in the face of true friendship. I previously believed I was only a substitute for a friendship that has surpassed several trials. In my mind’s eye, I was “Solo’s wife”, a name given in order to ignore the potential of a greater meaning. I have been proven incorrect. Indeed I did find friendship within these walls I call my home. I discovered two dear people; two men I know in my heart I can turn to when I need them most. Although they are distant, I now know they will lend an ear when I need them. They prove to be wondrous companions, but cannot complete me as my true soul mate has. My best friend is the one I love with all my heart, and yet also hate with every ounce of my being. He is everything I envy, and everything I desire. These feelings lead only to confusion and uncertainty. Thus is life, and existence. Living in fear is meaningless, living in pain results in the same. Optimism and faith lead us down the correct path. The true path to a greater being: to a fulfilling life.