All I want is a home
I honestly thought that this would be easier. I thought that once I got home, I would be able to find a home and a job right away. That didnt happen. While I do have a job now, I probably wont be getting a paycheck until one month from now. There are lots of poeple that I need to pay back, and I really wnt to get on that. I also really need a place of my own ot relax. I love it at cory and naomis house, but it isnt my space. I really need a place where I can have all my own things, sit down on my couch, read, lounge, decorate. None of this subletting crap. I am just so done with this permanent transient lifestyle. I want to sleep on my own CLEAN bed, not a couch. I dont want to have to stress on my housing situation anymore. Lately I have been taking my stress on friends. Its no good. I am so tired. Im exhausted.
wow, its really easy to focus on the negative aspects of life. At least Im gonna look at a place in an hour and a bit. I actually saw it yesterday, but I need to knwo if the landlord wou ld do something about the smell on the second floor. I think it might be the carpets.
wow, its really easy to focus on the negative aspects of life. At least Im gonna look at a place in an hour and a bit. I actually saw it yesterday, but I need to knwo if the landlord wou ld do something about the smell on the second floor. I think it might be the carpets.