amélie always makes me feel better.
aujourdh'hui?
ça était.
only that I have none of that happy giddiness for college that I did this time last year.
and I kind of hate the idea of college now.
I'm afraid that I won't make friends and that I'll be miserable nonstop.
that I have lost any social skills that I built in the last few years in france.
in other news my subconcious is..
well.
what else is new.
also, I did better on my bac blanc oral exam than I thought; the judge (in an official school meeting) announced that I had the best grade of all the kids that he examined.
so that was chill.
also, I'm in the top 5ish of my class (13,27 GPA; class average is something in the realm of 11,2).
unfortunately, my only horrible grade is in french lit. which is the only one that counts for bac preparation in terms of subject matter.
the only class where I'm not passing (two thirds of the class isn't passing, but I have the lowest grade in the class.. due to the fact that I blatantly ignored a dissertation. oops. well. I kind of didn't do it on purpose.. but now I have to get on top of that. I feel as though it won't fly next year any better than it's working for me now)
I stopped on the way home to tell the MAGUET and they both gave me separate hugs.
with the ROATTAs, we polished off a giant bottle of champagne between the three of us.
I like good champagne. my head feels lovely these days.
even the Italian auto mechanic was pumped (jean-louis told him..?)
my word I've been updating alot recently.
OH NO I DIDN'T MAKE UP A DANCE SOLO FOR TOMORROW!
ça était.
only that I have none of that happy giddiness for college that I did this time last year.
and I kind of hate the idea of college now.
I'm afraid that I won't make friends and that I'll be miserable nonstop.
that I have lost any social skills that I built in the last few years in france.
in other news my subconcious is..
well.
what else is new.
also, I did better on my bac blanc oral exam than I thought; the judge (in an official school meeting) announced that I had the best grade of all the kids that he examined.
so that was chill.
also, I'm in the top 5ish of my class (13,27 GPA; class average is something in the realm of 11,2).
unfortunately, my only horrible grade is in french lit. which is the only one that counts for bac preparation in terms of subject matter.
the only class where I'm not passing (two thirds of the class isn't passing, but I have the lowest grade in the class.. due to the fact that I blatantly ignored a dissertation. oops. well. I kind of didn't do it on purpose.. but now I have to get on top of that. I feel as though it won't fly next year any better than it's working for me now)
I stopped on the way home to tell the MAGUET and they both gave me separate hugs.
with the ROATTAs, we polished off a giant bottle of champagne between the three of us.
I like good champagne. my head feels lovely these days.
even the Italian auto mechanic was pumped (jean-louis told him..?)
my word I've been updating alot recently.
OH NO I DIDN'T MAKE UP A DANCE SOLO FOR TOMORROW!