I applied for Johnson & Wales yesterday afternoon, i hope i hope i hope! i feel this place would be so fucking perfect for me! i desperately need change, more than anything. It seems like after me and brent decided to end things everything has changed. i feel so different about myself, the people that surround me, and my life decisions. my life is completely open, i can do anything i want! i have more confidence now on my own. i am the only person i have to worry about and right now thats really nice. My future is empty and full of unknowns and i'm really excited.
i hope if i do get into Johnson & Wales these next six or so months i have left at home are lovely and friendships become stronger while others that mean very little disappear. i'm very fortunate i've come to realize.