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go me. i've managed to find myself in love with another guy who is never there for me when i need him to be. sure he's there for me, but i have to ask him to be. today for example..
i woke up early to attend the burial of a family member. then i had to be at work at 2pm where i got my ass ripped for things that weren't even my concern, after i get news about my career that basically fucks me over for the next year. and i get off work late because i'm constantly having to fix other people's problems. and after a brief conversation with jason on the phone telling him all of this and really just needing a hug he tells me he's going to a karaoke bar with some people from work.
i just dont understand.
am i asking too much here?
i'm going to go cry now.....
really.
or find some alcohol.
i woke up early to attend the burial of a family member. then i had to be at work at 2pm where i got my ass ripped for things that weren't even my concern, after i get news about my career that basically fucks me over for the next year. and i get off work late because i'm constantly having to fix other people's problems. and after a brief conversation with jason on the phone telling him all of this and really just needing a hug he tells me he's going to a karaoke bar with some people from work.
i just dont understand.
am i asking too much here?
i'm going to go cry now.....
really.
or find some alcohol.