ignore any misprints, i'm tired!
its too freaking hot.
yesterday was not the greatest day i've ever had. but it wasnt bad either. had an ill conversation with my mom about my hating birthday get toethers. especially mine. made her cry. guilt trip on my shoulders. so heavy.
finished reading memiors of a geisha today. loved it. much more than the movie. i want to be a geisha.
had a momentary lapse of reason this morning. asked him not to do it. cant take it back now. ignore him anna.... just dont answer the phone. then you wont have to explain. but i want to. but i cant. i have no right. or reason. lost..... and lazy.
noone loves me. i work too hard for this. this emptiness. i'm giving up.
i feel like a little kid. and i've eaten too much taco salad.
found some old film. kodak advantix film. no clue what was on them. put them in to be redeveloped. hope they arent something i hated in the first place. will get them back tomorrow. i didnt tell the chic at walmart that i want one hour, but thats the box she threw them in. but ha on her cause i left. wont be back in an hour. haHA.
must take teat online this weekend. cant forget....
why is it so freaking hot?!?!
adieu.
yesterday was not the greatest day i've ever had. but it wasnt bad either. had an ill conversation with my mom about my hating birthday get toethers. especially mine. made her cry. guilt trip on my shoulders. so heavy.
finished reading memiors of a geisha today. loved it. much more than the movie. i want to be a geisha.
had a momentary lapse of reason this morning. asked him not to do it. cant take it back now. ignore him anna.... just dont answer the phone. then you wont have to explain. but i want to. but i cant. i have no right. or reason. lost..... and lazy.
noone loves me. i work too hard for this. this emptiness. i'm giving up.
i feel like a little kid. and i've eaten too much taco salad.
found some old film. kodak advantix film. no clue what was on them. put them in to be redeveloped. hope they arent something i hated in the first place. will get them back tomorrow. i didnt tell the chic at walmart that i want one hour, but thats the box she threw them in. but ha on her cause i left. wont be back in an hour. haHA.
must take teat online this weekend. cant forget....
why is it so freaking hot?!?!
adieu.