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[coldredrain]

i am tired of this shit. all of it. i am tired of.....

--this small town
--with its small people
--and their big egos
--and their stupid ideals
--materialism
--people who drink too much
--people who do too many drugs
--people who try to make you feel small with them
--people who take little bits of you and mutilate them
--people who dont take things on the level they are intended
--the cold wind and the hot sun taking turns messing up my comfort levels
--friends who arent friends
--souls who died already and are just living in shells for fun
--chapped lips
--nose bleeds
--back pain
--headaches
--depression
--folding clothes and washing dishes
--people who dont appreciate the good things, the simple things
--boys who cant make up their minds
--proud people
--holding grudges
--being taken advantage of
--old dirty men
--ignorance

i'm tired. just tired.

--of it all.

edit: but for once in my sad existence, i would like to say that i am not tired of my family. i have become reclusive to them, they know me and love me as i am. no questions, no faults, simply. its nice.