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i watched most of the VMAs
tonight. i saw coldplay perform which made me happy : D but i realized
i dont like it when the rest of the band sings with chris. i dunno i
didnt think it sounded that great all together. but theyre still my
favorite. i guess thats why i feel like i can judge them. and i also
realized how much i love chris martin. he was my first major
"celebrity" crush. i want a guy just like him... cute and smart and
funny and charismatic. and sticks to one girl <--- that's key. he
doesn't necessarily have to be british or good-looking (although that
would be nice). and it would be awesome if he was talented and played
guitar or another instrument. he's so freakin' dreamy. i so had him
before gwyn did... alright now that just sounds psychotic... even
though i sooooo did lol.
speaking of british guys...
im kinda disappointed with MW. hes just soo into physical features, it bothers me. and im too embarassed to even say what he asked me for, it just totally pissed me off. i was like "you're SUCH a guy..." i wish he wasnt so cute and charismatic and funny. maybe then i could leave him alone. and hes not even into me so why bother. hes into me wanting him... but that's all. that's all i see. i'd really hate to be one of those naive girls who think guys really like them when they just want a piece of ass. at least one thing's keeping me safe-- the fact that we're so far apart physically. he's totally trying to rub it in my face though... the fact that hes so into that girl. hes just having their pic together as his icon and stuff, like right when i sign on. its kinda ridiculous when u have to go to such desperate measures, and it's pretty immature too. can't i just find a guy who tells me things that make me feel valued, like qualities that matter. humor, brains, wit, sweetness, kindness. never get any of that crap and its sad.
speaking of british guys...
im kinda disappointed with MW. hes just soo into physical features, it bothers me. and im too embarassed to even say what he asked me for, it just totally pissed me off. i was like "you're SUCH a guy..." i wish he wasnt so cute and charismatic and funny. maybe then i could leave him alone. and hes not even into me so why bother. hes into me wanting him... but that's all. that's all i see. i'd really hate to be one of those naive girls who think guys really like them when they just want a piece of ass. at least one thing's keeping me safe-- the fact that we're so far apart physically. he's totally trying to rub it in my face though... the fact that hes so into that girl. hes just having their pic together as his icon and stuff, like right when i sign on. its kinda ridiculous when u have to go to such desperate measures, and it's pretty immature too. can't i just find a guy who tells me things that make me feel valued, like qualities that matter. humor, brains, wit, sweetness, kindness. never get any of that crap and its sad.