My love is like a nector, from a fruit which is forbidden....
So, I went to the gym for the first time in awhile yesterday, and needless to say it was fucking exhausting. I ended up watching this dumb ass iranian movie for intercultural class with zane, then watching some of volver before passing out. I was awoken at 630am to my mother calling to complain some more. I swear the woman must think I'm 12. I wonder if she thinks someone else has been taking care of my ass the past 5 years, that someone else has cooked my meals, taken my classes, worked my job, made my connections. I've got 3 companies I'm interviewing for soon. I'm moving out of my apartment May 31. I don't know what else she wants. Yesterday she informed me that my graduation present is her letting me stay at her house. I didn't hesistate to laugh and say that's a crappy graduation present. I felt mildly bad until I had the thought that there was a a reason I responded so quickly. 1) I am not selfish, or greedy. This is the same guy who when asked what he wanted for x-mas, said nothing. I didn't ask for a fucking thing from her for xmas. And who asked for a truck payment for his bday, thats it. No card, no dinner, nothing. 2) I would never ever tell my children that their spending years in college for a degree was worth them staying at my house. Your children should always have a place in their parents home, period. 3)My father, the most non-giving parent, is giving me an Omega for graduation. A fucking Omega. Bond watch, rival to Rolex. And more than that, he offered his place to stay. Which unless money or job lands really quickly, I'm staying with him.
So, my mother successfully freaked me out this morning, and it took me awhile to get back to sleep. But, I finally came back to small group class, for nothing, and I'm seeing things as they are. I need to be cautious, get the things I need to get done, and finish out, and everything will be fine. My mother acts the world is about to fall off the earth if I'm not set right at graduation. I swear the next phone call is going to end badly if she continues to be crazy and disrespectful.
So, I've got so much to do, and trying not to get into freakout mode, which normally would be no problem if I did not have mom ringing in my ear. I'm turning off my phone.
So, my mother successfully freaked me out this morning, and it took me awhile to get back to sleep. But, I finally came back to small group class, for nothing, and I'm seeing things as they are. I need to be cautious, get the things I need to get done, and finish out, and everything will be fine. My mother acts the world is about to fall off the earth if I'm not set right at graduation. I swear the next phone call is going to end badly if she continues to be crazy and disrespectful.
So, I've got so much to do, and trying not to get into freakout mode, which normally would be no problem if I did not have mom ringing in my ear. I'm turning off my phone.