May 15, 2006 05:30
It is now 5:30 in the morning. I just got done with morning PT... and have showered, shaved, and am fully dressed.
I am exausted... yet, suprisingly, I was one of the people out there making sure that everyone finished.
Yet, once again, I find myself down.. in the dumps for no damned reason. Everything is technically going great here... And low and behold, I nearly put my fist through this brick wall. Something is bugging the hell outta me.. and I've no idea what it is.
One thing that is wrong, I miss all my friends.. Every single one of them... and it is wierd.. I don't know if some miss me...
Gah... anyway.. I'm off to chow so I'll leave with this small thought..
If I can do 15 laps around a parking-lot track, why does it seem I can't seem to run away from these damned whores here?! They keep following me!! *stabbity*
Screw constant states of turmoil.