Boulder and Brick Wall
The smallest things seem monumental
Point B is in front of me
But in front of that is a giant brick wall
I'm between that and a boulder
I'm a few feet away, but I'm facing a monumental red brick wall, with extra-layered concrete.
Behind me is a big boulder, so finding my way back to familiar is a feat
I trudge through chest deep mud only to end up at this same brick wall as I have been for the past few years, over half a decade
I wish I had a mallet to bust it open so I could walk through it, but I don't have the money to go to the hardware store
No matter where I try to go, there is this brick wall stopping me
I'm getting tired of this mud that I am stuck in
I fall asleep in the mud, hoping that I become accustomed to it.
Everyone is drifting away.
I feel like a trend instead of a human being
My wants and needs are behind the brick wall
Communicating with others is pure hell.
Trying to be what I should be is impossible
Climbing over this wall is a doozy.
Why can't anything be easy?
It wasn't like this before
I know I am not to blame, but it feels like I did something horribly wrong
No matter what I do, things are horribly wrong
I wish I had the tools to fix it, but I need lots of money that I don't have
Even working for money is like climbing a brick wall
I'm exhausted. I'm burned out.
May I please have a meaningful job?
Guess not. I don't have the paperwork.
This resume is no good.
How do I fix it?
The tools to fix it are over the brick wall
So I guess I stare at this brick wall until I figure out how to move it
Point B is in front of me
But in front of that is a giant brick wall
I'm between that and a boulder
I'm a few feet away, but I'm facing a monumental red brick wall, with extra-layered concrete.
Behind me is a big boulder, so finding my way back to familiar is a feat
I trudge through chest deep mud only to end up at this same brick wall as I have been for the past few years, over half a decade
I wish I had a mallet to bust it open so I could walk through it, but I don't have the money to go to the hardware store
No matter where I try to go, there is this brick wall stopping me
I'm getting tired of this mud that I am stuck in
I fall asleep in the mud, hoping that I become accustomed to it.
Everyone is drifting away.
I feel like a trend instead of a human being
My wants and needs are behind the brick wall
Communicating with others is pure hell.
Trying to be what I should be is impossible
Climbing over this wall is a doozy.
Why can't anything be easy?
It wasn't like this before
I know I am not to blame, but it feels like I did something horribly wrong
No matter what I do, things are horribly wrong
I wish I had the tools to fix it, but I need lots of money that I don't have
Even working for money is like climbing a brick wall
I'm exhausted. I'm burned out.
May I please have a meaningful job?
Guess not. I don't have the paperwork.
This resume is no good.
How do I fix it?
The tools to fix it are over the brick wall
So I guess I stare at this brick wall until I figure out how to move it