fuck this life
ive been really depressed, on and off
ive gotten out of shape... i think not swimming and excercising as much is making me depressed, and i have no confidence... but that's rare to have anyway.
im really not attracted to anyone right now nor do i want any sepcial relationships with people.. i just feel alienated and left out of the world and its desires,... the only things i really want to do are smoke weed and spend time sleeping or wasting my life away... occasionally write or read something and fuck around
oh and the fucking around part.. a whole nightmare in itself
tongiht we were spose to go to fresh choice.. and i feel kinda sick cause i was mnaking myselef vomit earlier, it was fun, but i wanted to go and to see oakey again but i took a nap and my dad decided to cancel that whole operationa dn not tell me about it adn im pissed cause i wanted to fuckin go
whatever.
im the most spoiled little brat in the world
is it appropriate to breka into tears now?
someone should slap me or something
or fuck off... or something
ive gotten out of shape... i think not swimming and excercising as much is making me depressed, and i have no confidence... but that's rare to have anyway.
im really not attracted to anyone right now nor do i want any sepcial relationships with people.. i just feel alienated and left out of the world and its desires,... the only things i really want to do are smoke weed and spend time sleeping or wasting my life away... occasionally write or read something and fuck around
oh and the fucking around part.. a whole nightmare in itself
tongiht we were spose to go to fresh choice.. and i feel kinda sick cause i was mnaking myselef vomit earlier, it was fun, but i wanted to go and to see oakey again but i took a nap and my dad decided to cancel that whole operationa dn not tell me about it adn im pissed cause i wanted to fuckin go
whatever.
im the most spoiled little brat in the world
is it appropriate to breka into tears now?
someone should slap me or something
or fuck off... or something