gay
so i dont want to smoke cigs anymore cause i hate smoking but i love the nicotine high and satisfaction i get
i dont want to smoke weed cause i cant get stoned anymore... its just a fix... not fun
i think im a fucking lesbian... and my drunk best friend made out with me this weekend... its always so hard being the half sober one or the responsible one whos in charge of how far things go cause i know it would be too hard for me to let my crush become any crushyer
hm L-\
:'(
-pain
-sadness
-lonliness
-headache
i stayed home sick from school today so my dads not letting me go to practice and i left all my notes and research materials at my moms house so i havnt gotten started on my fuckin essay yet. oh well.
and my head got shaved on saturday and i changed my mind about wanting it and i really just want my five months of hair growing back
...
::cries::
i dont want to smoke weed cause i cant get stoned anymore... its just a fix... not fun
i think im a fucking lesbian... and my drunk best friend made out with me this weekend... its always so hard being the half sober one or the responsible one whos in charge of how far things go cause i know it would be too hard for me to let my crush become any crushyer
hm L-\
:'(
-pain
-sadness
-lonliness
-headache
i stayed home sick from school today so my dads not letting me go to practice and i left all my notes and research materials at my moms house so i havnt gotten started on my fuckin essay yet. oh well.
and my head got shaved on saturday and i changed my mind about wanting it and i really just want my five months of hair growing back
...
::cries::